Jumat, 22 Oktober 2010

Satur - DIE !

" Chemistry BIG TEST! "
Saturday, 23 OCTOBER 2010


P.S that's gonna be my HARD satur - DIE! i'm not ready for TEST! 
goddamn, wish me luck guys ! I LOVE YOU 

Kamis, 21 Oktober 2010

BEST QUOTE

"Everything is Gonna be okay in the end, if it is not okay then it is not the end"


                                                                                                              -unknown-

Rabu, 20 Oktober 2010

gonna rock the day!

TODAY,

well, gonna hanging out with girls no books, no class, no school yaiiyy! movies, shopping, maybe lunch, take many picture, having fun! forget all the school project that makes me going crazy. today gonna be the one of best day,so see you later readers! love yall

really love this guy! xx


boy's style!


Selasa, 19 Oktober 2010

rainy in my heart

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me Maybe I was asking you to understand because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it. And maybe it’s bad timing, but maybe I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care, waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t, and maybe you never will, or maybe you’re too afraid to. But it hurts the same. And in the end, I’m on the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m the one crying. So screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then like I love you now, like I probably always will.


Time waits for no one, but love waits forever..


When the morning sun comes, you’ll know I didn’t run. Cuz when the rain came, it never changed. Through the laughter and the tears, the pain and my fears, I’ll stay. I’ll wait right here.You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.




 P.S i still waiting for you...

Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010

love is

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." love when a girl put on perfume and a boy  puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." love is when he can makes you smile when you tired, 



You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget ." love is when he hold your hand your heart get fasters and slower at the same time. 
love is when you re-read his message and smile, love is when you can say " im happy for you" eventhough you're not. and when you always smile when you see him eventhough its not for you, you always check his profile anytime. love is when you get mad when he talk to another girl, when you can share everything with him. 

and when you say "i love you" and you really meant it! xxx







Selasa, 12 Oktober 2010

"when a girl is quiet and doesn't say a word, that's when she needs you the most"

did you know ?

I hate missing you most of all.When im sad and alone and all.i want is to see you.
And you never really realize all i want is to waste some time with you.But the problem is you
dont want to waste any time on me.
It's good to miss someone sometimes,even if it hurts your heart.
When I miss you, I don't have to go far ...I just have to look inside my heart
because that's where I'll find you. 


A hug for you means I need you.A kiss for you means I love you.A call for you means I'm missing you.
Distance never separates two hearts that really care,for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.But whenever I start feeling sad,because I miss you,
I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

when im older

1). i wanna work in one of the magazine 
this is the crazy dream i've ever dream, yes i wanna work in one of the magazine. so, i guess it's had nothing to do with the courses im taking. my father want me to be a nurse, but i wanna think about it twice. so, i can't imagine if i can be a writer in one of the magazine. it might be fun! xx


2). i want to go to europe
yes i wish i can go to europe before im married, hahaha. i'd really love taste the food at there, meet 
a new friend, go to the romantic place, sitting in the beautiful park and take a picture. goddamn, i wish i could get there, so romantic! 

3). i want buy a house in paris and take my parents live there
so, this is the time when i have to make my parents happy after they care for me until im older and get my own life. so im work, and save my money to buy a house in paris and give it to my parents. why i choose paris? i think that's the romantic place in the world! yes absolutely,

4). i want to married with someone who loves me
who doesn't want to married with someone they love? yes a lot! but i guess be with someone i love doesn't mean he loves me too like the way i do. so, to be with someone who loves me better than be with someone i love, because i think over time i could getting love him, like the way he loves me, am i right? 

5). i want a happily ever after 
yes, i want to be a life like a fairytale, happily ever after! isn't that sweet?









6). i want to be in your arms, forever
i want to spend my lifetime with you, we're married, have a child, grows them with our own way, sitting in the park and hug me, watch the kids grows up. we will still i love you when we get old. we'll play with our grown kids, will never tell me goodbye and we'll still do things together.


 

 
 so, make your own dreams guys! xx love you

Senin, 11 Oktober 2010

Hi readers!

         


        well, im sorry guys i can't update my blog more today. because i've been stucked with my school project that i have to finished immediately. and now i got to bed early cause i have a lot of exam tomorrow, but i didn't study yet. maybe i have to wake up at 03.00 am for biology. wish me luck guys! i hope tomorrow gonna be fun and lucky day for you and also for me! okay, i got to go now, my mom getting angry at me. "okay mom im done!" i might be able to update my blog tomorrow. so, thank you for updating!


see you tomorrow readers, i love you! xoxo :)





Minggu, 10 Oktober 2010

oxoxox !!

this is the university i'd love to go! yes Oxford university. goddamn i really want to go there, but i wish i could lol

 

be fashionable!


fashion quotes

1) fashionable is not a personalization. so if you want to wear preppy today,
gothic for tomorrow then casual the next day just do it -Rika streer styler_

2) Don't wear whatever is on the trend radar,cause not every trend is for everybody. -Mahyra

3) Fashion is a potency in art, making it hard to judge between the temporary
and the lasting -Edmund C

4) the last colurful the clothes the more creative you'll be.. -Artha amelia

5) To become a stylist, you need to be not your self - Hara

6) fashion is timeless , sometimes it's senseless.. -Aulia

7) coolness is a mindset! -Githa

8) fashion is all about happiness. It's fun, its important. but its not medicine! -donatelle versace


inspiring by Gogirl

cute trends!

silly bandz! its US$ 5 FOR 24 pieces in USA, godddamn i want it so bad



 ohgosshh! sarah jessica parker use that too, isn't that sweet?

just on 101010

the things i've did on 101010 :)


1. gathering with the girls talk about everything xoxo

2. just watch camp rock season 2 in my sweetest room! 

3. we sing, we dance , we steal! lol

4. and shooping, but i can't get the cute clothes yet. so it might be tomorrow, i'll gotcha! 

5. buy  gogirl oct edition :)

Sabtu, 09 Oktober 2010

you think you're gonna stole my heart? yes, it works!

problem of love

The only problem with love is that when you're high, you're higher than the
stars.And when you're feeling low, it feels like the sky might come crumbling.

  what a great person you are,how much your fam and friens love you,that you can make a stranger melt with your beautiful smile, and you have the power to chooose happiness!

  • L o v e
  • D R E A M
  • be F R E E 

i love this group

ten2 five

        this is my favorite indonesian band, i love they songs so much!

wiped the tears!

       the best things i've ever do, yes i am moving on and learn the past!

girl dream (me)



1. to write a book about my life and my love. it might be fun

2.  to make my parents proud

3. to have my own cafe

4. to meet cody longo and tell him how much i love him







 5. to be a writer in a magazine, eventhough i don't know what i want to write

6.  to visit paris, united kingdom , spain and italia
7.  to continuing my school in aussy

8.  to visit  harvard university! hahaha
9.  when im older, i want to married in paris xoxo



 10. the last, to spend my life time with someone i love and love me too no matter what..

feel so down


the time when i feel so down, i think i can't stand it anymore
i feel so busted, i feel i wanna cry all night,
i feel i can't face my problem and i don't wanna see tomorrow
the time when i feel i should give up and can't move on anymore
i feel nobody care about me, i feel i can't live my life
but, i surely know i can handle it with my JESUS beside me 
cause nothing is IMPOSSIBLE with Jesus but IM-POSSIBLE!
                          i can't feel my pain when im around them, we laug we smile we dance!












my internet best friend

              chintia veronica


she's my internet best friend, the way we know each other so weird! 
hahahaha
probably if the incident didn't happen, we can't be a friend like now
i think we are a close friend lol. because i can share everything with her!
so her! i really like her, she's funny and kind. 
but she lives in jakarta now, i think i should meet her. it might be fun!
so, i miss you ve! :)

i really miss this guy


this is my best friend when im in junior high school.
and now we have a long distance, he's continuing his school in jakarta
you know, i miss we talk, we laugh, we smile, i miss the little things about you!
when you back? so we can hanging out anymore.
he's funny and kind. but i think you've change now dont you?
goddamn i miss you so bad HENRY! :)

Jumat, 08 Oktober 2010

without HIM im NOTHING

the IMPORTANT person in my life
the one who love me and care for me all the time
the one who can be my friend and parent. i love you jesus
thank you for love me and care for me :)

you got me

I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.
If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love. I know your life can go on without me, that you can be happy without me, that you can survive without me. But even if you turn me away, I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever.

 If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.”

When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die.
Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I’d prefer it if you won’t. Why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do
To love is something I was afraid to do but there is something different about you. You made me do something I swore not to do. You made me fall in love with you.




 If I can just make everything fall where it should be, I would. If I could make life better for you, I would. But I can’t. All I can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you.




 I want to be with you forever so that I can love you in a way that no one else can and care for you in a manner that only I would. But they broke my heart when they said forever isn’t true. Can we prove them wrong by working on forever, just me and you?



officially missing you guys!

one of the best things in my life
im so lucky i have a friend like you guys!
i will always love you and miss you :)
thank you for being my friends!

high scool never end

                                                                   
this is the best time in my life, yes HIGH SCHOOL!
the time that we can share everything with others
the time we can feel the pain and the love!

seventeen things :)

[  ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ x ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[    ] You own a credit card
[    ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[    ] You've done your own laundry
[ x ] You can vote in an election
[    ] You can cook for yourself
[    ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR : 2

[ x ] You show up for school late a lot
[ x ]You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[    ] You've never gotten a detention
[    ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[    ] You like to take walks by yourself
[    ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[    ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[    ] You know how to do the dishes
[ x ] You can count to 10 in another language
[ x ] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[    ] You can mow the lawn
[    ] You study even when you don't have to
[ x ] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[ x ] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[    ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ x ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ x ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[    ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[ x ] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[ x ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[    ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ x ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[    ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ x ] You have been to the beach
[ x ] You use the internet every day
[    ] You have travelled overseas for more than 5 times
[    ] You make your bed in the morning
[ x ] You realised people of the opposite gender might just make better friends.

GRAND TOTAL: 16

Repost this with the subject as: I'm (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test)
The number of people you have to tag is the number you got on the test

this is posted on facebook by yahau
love that ka! my friend told me she's my twins :P. i think so lol

this is some reason why i love you

dear you,


i wrote this just for you, anyone who read this. they dont get it!
only you!
by ME xoxo :)

this is my favorite novels i've ever read

1#
          summer in seoul by ilana tan


2# 

                    autumn in paris

3#

  winter in tokyo..

4#
    spring in london

goddamn, this is the romantic novel i've read! makes me cry, smile, and laugh
i want to be the person in there!

i wish you were here..

I miss you not because you miss me but because you taught me how to feel the emptiness when you’re not here. I love you not because you love me but because you taught me everything I never knew existed before.
When you leave, remember the place where you left me cause I’ll still be there waiting for you. But if you go back and I’m no longer there, it means that I love you too much so I went to search for you.

 I wish I could turn back time and stop it not on the day we met but on the day we really got along. Why? Nothing really. I just miss what it feels like to be so happy when you are with me. I haven’t cried for others the way I’m crying for you, I haven’t showed others the care I’m giving you, I haven’t treated others the way I’m treating you and I haven’t loved anyone the way I’m loving you
Why can’t I stop missing you? Cause I need you. Why can’t I stop caring for you? Cause you mean so much to me. Why do I need you in my life? Cause you’re the only one who makes my life complete. Why am I saying this to you? Cause I love you so much that I can never let you go. I may not always know if you're hurt, I may not always know if you're sad, I may not always know if you're confused but one thing I hope you know, I'm here whenever you need me.

i miss you..